Next week, when I update this journal, I will have graduated from college. I wish I knew what I was doing after that. Oh sure, yeah, grad school and all... but I don't know where I'll be staying (either Blair or Omaha, or maybe even back to Columbus if it gets down to that) or where I'll be working. And I CAN'T worry about that at this moment, either, because I've got finals and a paper to worry about still.

I was going to room with a friend of mine, but we found out that I can't, because it's a single person lease and I guess it just isn't allowed. This kind of sucks, because the apartment was nice and cheap and with both of us splitting the cost of rent it would have been very manageable. But no, now I've got to find another place. Luckily another friend will be in New Hampshire this summer and will let me stay in her apartment--actually, she wants me to--and I'll just have to pay utilities during that time, she'll still handle the rent. Her apartment's in Omaha, and while I don't reeeeeaaally want to live in a big city, I'll also be far more likely to find a decent job there. So we'll see. At least I've got options available.

My computer went to the blue screen of death today... the things been acting screwy for a long time now. I've been saying I need to get a desktop, and I would still like to, but I don't think spending that kind of money will be an option for me for awhile yet.

Meh. This journal's way too depressing and focusing on the fact that I'm an adult. SO GUESS WHAT GUYS?! I started another fanfic (a Hey Arnold one--my weird-ass muse is unpredictable, to say the least) the other night--and got 4,000 words in it! I was planning for it to be a one-shot, but seeing as I'm not even halfway done yet, it'll more than likely end up being a two-shot. (I have a feeling this is going to be happening a lot every time I try to write a one-shot. I'm too wordy for my own good.) But I still have that stupid paper to write... dammit. And finals to study for... double dammit.

Um... I hope you all have a good week and all. If my life continues in this direction (which is probably will, since that seems to be the goal), I might cut down my weekly updates to bi-weekly or monthly. Like anyone cares.